I heart my friends.

Oh noes, I missed a day writing somthing. Kinda. Missed in the sense that between 12:00am and 11:59pm yesterday I didn't write anything. But technically to me, yesterday is still today, since I haven't gone to bed yet.

Kiki wasn't feeling well so my mission of the day was to go get some stuff for her. I originally started off the afternoon doing my schoolwork but then got bored and was like, fuck this boring shit, helping my friend is more important anyway.

When I got to Charlie Brown's I saw Logan for the first time in like, ever. I think I last ran into him at least a year ago. I don't remember. I told him a super brief summary of what was currently going on and that's all there was time for. It totally made me miss visiting there though. I'm going to have to stop by the store sometime and have a more decent chat with him.

Anyway, I decided to spend the evening at Kiki's and just chilled out with people, which was nice because I haven't done that in a while. It seems all I am doing lately is just being stuck in my house and worrying about junk. Ohhhhh, so much junk.

It made me miss being able to just hang out with people and chat about the goings on, especially girly talks, and I ended up deciding to chat with her about some of the stuff that's been bothering me lately. I ended up doing 95% of the talking (oops), but it felt nice to do, and in fact a bit relieving. But now that I've got some important things off my chest I can probably make a point to be more of a listener next time around. :P

Sometimes I forget how useful other people's perspectives on things can be. I get used to hearing from the same voices so often (usually the ones in my head), that it ends up being the only way I see things without me even realizing it. It's nice to be reassured that you're not crazy. And with the way my brain works it often forgets that, so I think the more often I can be reminded, the better. This is where I'm glad to have all of my steady friends, and one of the many reasons why I will miss them when I go to Van.

I just want to say that I love all of my friends dearly and I am so glad that I have each one of you in my life. I'm sure I've tried the patience of even the most laid-back of people, even once, or perhaps many times. I know I can be difficult to deal with or understand sometimes. I know that I can be annoying as all hell too, and quite good at it. So thank you for acknowledging all of that and still being there for me anyway. :) <3