Hmm...

I called my sister today and blabbed for a good hour and a half to two hours. It was good to finally be able to update her on the news, though I don't think I stopped talking for more than a moment or two at a time throughout the entire call. But it was nice to get stuff out and let her know what was going on.

A few nights this week I've been going out at night and finding I'm enjoying being out in the pitch dark and listening to music. I was thinking I might just start going out for walks at night and see what that does for me. Besides, it's exercise anyway.

I'm so at a loss at what I should be doing right now. I've been keeping so many things in for the past several months and I'm really needing to do something about that. I talk about things a little bit at a time and it does help to some degree or another. But so many different things go through my head at once and sometimes it's hard to tell where one thing ends and the next begins. Every question brings up many possible solutions.

Hm. I am not having a very easy time writing out my thoughts tonight. I've had this post up probably a couple hours now and have barely been able to say anything, nevermind other distractions. Then again, I'm not really too sure on how to say what I want to convey. Perhaps I will go take a walk and see if it brings up anything useful and write more later. Le sigh.

xoxo,

Me